the roaring in my ears gives me a sense of unreal-ness, but the undeniable truth is in front of my face.

i guess its time i wake up and smell the coffee. i never imagined you would do that. i never imagined you'd derive pleasure from watching me shrivel like this. i never imagined you wouldn't just say the words i need to hear because that's what i need to get out of this dragnet. i guess weiyan's right. time changes everyone, including you and me.

i wish i wasn't so smart to work my way around corners like this because, really, ignorance is bliss.

scribbled
10:32 PM